Imprints and Images

imprints and images
thought forms, ideas
substances of how
of why, of where,
when, what, and whom
continue to bloom
desperate to live on

conscious mind
habit mind
convincing mind

not a mindful mind
but strangely lost
in the home-movies
of a life not lived

for had it been so, or
if this is that moment!
those imprints and images
drop, dissolve, disappear
leaving this one in peace
instead of pieces